Lol - okay so...
Some developments since my last post...
darren went away for 2weeks... i though i was going to miss him and really feel it... uhh... nope... lol. my online life was quiet for the time, but i just missed his friendship... was an odd realisation after my epiphany that i had... i didnt send the sms :)
Thank you my Llovely Llama Lladies, i loved how you guys were "of course go for it take the step" but also didnt want me to get hurt... you all reacted just the way i thought you would, and that is with absolute love for me and i thank you so much for that (i may be teary eyed typing this).
I'm very glad i didnt send it, but at the same time I'm glad that i was about to... lets face it, in the life of Jan, typing the sms was a big step ;p
Other developements was spending (yes, still youth time) time with Tim, we had a stay awake at youth one wednesday and i realised how much we really do click... he's also really in photography :)
so the jury is still out... but we're seeing where that goes...
Darren is egging me on to follow through with it, he seems to think Tim is the bees knees, so he's a bit biased lol :p
*insert facebook snooping here* just know that he's hardly in facebook so there isnt much about him on it ;)
i have in fact... sms'd Tim to see if he'll go to a photo gallery with me tomorrow, was unplanned... i just wanted to go and thought tomorrow worked well and decided to sms him, but since he's not a night owl like me and i sms'd him close to midnight, he was already asleep, so i'll see if he replies tomorrow... fingers crossed ;)
Other than boys - i've been having admin issues... not sure if i'll be getting my British passport... and apprently Planet Fitness have 'handed me over' to a debt collector because i owe them R223 from a year and half ago that i knew nothing about... but i dont feel like going into it now... its boring, lol.
Just wanted to update you on the boys... realised that i hadnt yet :)
& to say thank you for all your support and love...
Love you Lladies!!!
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thanks for letting us know :) i do like to know whats going on with you, especially when it coms to boys. im proud of you thuoogh, for almost taking that step. i know that one day u will take the leap, and it will be ebcasue u have thought it through, not because ure dumb and impulsive.
ReplyDeleteyeah...baby steps...one day you'll take the leap...or one day the guy(s) will WAKE UP and make a move (although them being men, this is not likely...lol)
ReplyDeletebut as far as worries go...dreaming and worrying over guys guys guys is a sweet thing :)