Update... in the life of Jan

We haven't not been using this blog enough!!!!
i shall demand that we re-start using it again... that made more sense in my head, lol.

News in the life of Jan...
Umm, missing Mic :( but counting down the days til she gets here :) (48days)
also counting down the days til the end of exams (11days) and then im having a proper holiday!!! which i haven't had in a ridiculously long time... no working, no commitments... just me and lots of free time and friends :)

anyway, after a nice while without any drama darren and i have realised that something is seriously wrong with ry, we cant figure it out... but he's really not happy and not talking about it, so im sitting down with him on friday afternoon and not letting him leave until he spills. i think its a mixture of him feeling out of the loop at youth, the fact that he's graduation this year and is on his own so to speak, and i don't think things are all too peachy with lydia... anyway. i shall update on Friday...
im just more worried than usual because normally worry-free darren is even concerned. BUT nothing can be done til i chat to him and really find out whats going on. :)

and so the boy saga continues... oh my married and seriously committed lovelies... you can not miss the stupid to-and-fro'ing of boys... *sigh*
we all know that im hopelessly in love with ry... BUT i refuse to sit around and pine while he's dating lydia, which I've been doing until now. and I'm hoping that by shopping around that i get over him... if i don't then its probably meant to be. but I'm being realistic, if i keep waiting for him, chances are I'm going to become the crazy cat lady who will forever be waiting... so this brings me to tim and darren updates...
oh the stupid dichotomy... is there anyway you can merge two boys into one perfect boy? lol
Tim and i seem to have to hugest spark... but nothing in common... I'd marry darren tomorrow if we actually had a spark... lol. darren and i just mesh so well, which i would not have thought a few months back... but he's changed over the last 2 or 3 months and I've gotten to know him so much better and if we actually had a spark I'd really be into him... but the thought of even kissing the boy makes me giggle...
Tim however, I'm glad i don't drink... coz i would not like to be held accountable for the unabashed flirting and inappropriate behaviour that would follow... haha.
i think i just need to get tim out of my system...
darren and i however connect on every level... spiritually, emotionally... he's fast becoming a very close friend. but i supposed girls and boys can be best friends, hey :)

Other than boys... things are going well, exams til now have been going well. the next two (one on friday and then monday) im worried about... im very unprepared... then its just next friday again and im freeeee :)
Youth is going well too, organising is good, and we have a camp in the middle of Dec, which im looking forward to... otherwise... i miss my Llamas, espicially the one in silly pretoria ;p

love you girls!