Of late.....:)

Hello girls :)

Ok so, I owe you guys a proper update from when i last visited my beautiful and lovely cape town.

so when i came back, i held out two weeks guys. two weeks!! Then i gave in, cos it felt so good and so right to.
so niow we have been living together for about a month and we hava made it official. I thought about it long and hard and spoke to my mother and some peeps too. I think i realised that i was being afraid of another relationship failure and that i would screw up stuff again. But after much bullying by my mother, and many obvious signs from the universe, i decided to take that leap once again. and jason has been endlessly paitient and helpful and loving. i am pretty sure he is already in love with me, and i may be on my way there myself.
also, i now hav a job tht will keep me here untill november basically. its still the creche job, but in a slightly less high ranking capacity :P ill be a teachers asistant. it doesnt pay as much, but i feel happy there and they love me and its valuable experience, and frankly, it seemed the universe was telling me to stay. So I am :)
when i ran it past jason to tell him that ill be able to pay even less towards house costs, he said it was more than fine with it and that 'he would be looking after me sooner than later then.' and said i should do what makes me happy. so ja.

seriously guys, who wouldnt adore this guy? :) either way, i am allowing myself to be happy. i have a job i like, a boy i really like who really likes me, and sex. life is good right now :)

you guys will meet him in september, when we come up for the wedding. cross fingers this euphria lasts :P

love you guys,
Me

Update Blog

So, I thought I'd drop off an update blog.

Boys - are yucky throw rocks at them ;)
yeah, Tim has buried himself in work, so I'm using the old adage "he's just not that in to you" lol.
I invited him to see a photo exhibition (yes, he's into photography too) two Saturdays ago, and he said he couldn't go because he had chores around the house.. -_- gee, well, i ah, have to shampoo my shoe laces too... thanks for reminding me... now i know I'm sure he actually had work to do around the house, but if he liked me and wanted to go, i know he could have blown it off, if i had asked Andrew, his brother, to come - he would have blown the damn chores off... ANYWAY - Mom and i went instead, and had a good morning in Town, saw a stunning exhibition and Mom bought me coffee :)

ANTHROPOLOGY excursion :)
my tickets are booked!! Candy, Vanessa & Janelly can be jealous, because i shall have a lay over in Pretoria afterwards and shall be crashing on Mic's queen size bed with her, and yes -MEETING JASON!!! :D
teehee...
i just pressured my mom into finally saying yes to the excursion, also my Grandfathers inheritance is coming through soon and i know my mom wants to give my sister and i some of it, so it'll probably come from that, so its all good :) got my flight home booked (at a bargain of R413!) and my actual excursion paid for. now i just need to sort out getting there, i want to take the train but its R650... and i don't know if i want to spend that kind of money on a train trip... but i REALLY want to take the train, so i think I'm just going to close my eyes and do it :p

Thank you Candy for rallying to get me to go, it meant the world to me and I really appreciate it!! :)

Umm... not much other news... life is SOOOO boring at the moment... have nothing going on, so if you want to do anything - just shout!!! lol.

Love you all so very much!!!!

Llama Llove support when you need it MOSTest! :)

SOOOO - Micaela and I were chatting and an idea came up that Micaela has brought up before ages ago... well, kind of...

The idea now IS:
we all get a nice, comfy, supportive, special bra each that i will then take to get embroidered with the Llama Llady logo Mic made ages ago, and maybe our names...
that way we all have something special that we can slip on, that no one needs to know about, that will remind us that we are there for each other no matter what...
ie: supportive, uplifting, cooshi, close to your heart... teehee...

it can obviously be any bra you want, I'm going to chat to an embroider lady tomorrow about specifics, but I'll probably need to be a padded/material type bra, not lacy... but I'll post that a bit later... :)

let me know what all you Llovely Lladies think!! :)

Love you all!!!