Of late.....:)

Hello girls :)

Ok so, I owe you guys a proper update from when i last visited my beautiful and lovely cape town.

so when i came back, i held out two weeks guys. two weeks!! Then i gave in, cos it felt so good and so right to.
so niow we have been living together for about a month and we hava made it official. I thought about it long and hard and spoke to my mother and some peeps too. I think i realised that i was being afraid of another relationship failure and that i would screw up stuff again. But after much bullying by my mother, and many obvious signs from the universe, i decided to take that leap once again. and jason has been endlessly paitient and helpful and loving. i am pretty sure he is already in love with me, and i may be on my way there myself.
also, i now hav a job tht will keep me here untill november basically. its still the creche job, but in a slightly less high ranking capacity :P ill be a teachers asistant. it doesnt pay as much, but i feel happy there and they love me and its valuable experience, and frankly, it seemed the universe was telling me to stay. So I am :)
when i ran it past jason to tell him that ill be able to pay even less towards house costs, he said it was more than fine with it and that 'he would be looking after me sooner than later then.' and said i should do what makes me happy. so ja.

seriously guys, who wouldnt adore this guy? :) either way, i am allowing myself to be happy. i have a job i like, a boy i really like who really likes me, and sex. life is good right now :)

you guys will meet him in september, when we come up for the wedding. cross fingers this euphria lasts :P

love you guys,
Me